I HAVE VICES

I smoke a vape, I micro-dose Adderall, I drink caffeine all day long. I sabotage myself. I sometimes short-circuit around my mother. I’m deeply afraid of aloneness, yet I Love to be alone. I contradict myself. I have a hard time making decisions. I am a perfectionist, I demand that there be order, especially from my belongings! I can be bossy, a know-it-all, and I’m constantly telling people what to do (they seem to like it). I create health problems that aren’t real and/or are self-imposed. I am critical of myself and others. I continually experience rejection from men. I am (currently) sexually repressed. I fear my own Light.

THERE!!! I SAID IT!!!!

Oooooofffff!!!! If you only knew what it took for me to write those words. I can feel the weight lifting...

Everything that we do (or don’t do) to harm ourselves or others, comes from a deep and wounded place. A rooted emotion asking for our attention, desiring to be addressed.

The first step is to find the emotion behind the emotion. You have to dig to the core. Using a pendulum (correctly) can be helpful in diagnosing. Acknowledging it alone can produce miracles.

Next, clear the emotion. There are many ways: tapping (EFT, BRT, NAET), praying, affirming, magnet along the meridian, creativity, and the simple practice of just ‘letting it go’. Personally, I do them all!

Next, find the polar OPPOSITE of the emotion, and focus on that... Finding ways to integrate it into your daily life.

Know that you will be tested. The darkness sees your Light and wants to keep you small. DO NOT ALLOW THIS.

Remember that what awaits you is greater than any fear, any moment of un-comfort..

Lastly, share your experience with others. Understand that your epiphanies were never meant for just you. Cause there IS no ‘you’!!!

We,
Hayley*


PS. I once had 10 times more vices than those listed... and successfully overcame them! I've devoted my life to discovering the ways out... for us. #CrossOfObscuration #HumanDesign

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